So Much to Say!

I have been out of town and haven't had access to the internet for awhile, which means I have so much I need to say! Unfortunately, I don't have time to give the full update, so I thought I would just give a quick post to let you know I'm still alive : )

Last Friday night I went on a date with C. I had to work at a fundraiser until 9 so afterwards we went and got ice cream, where we played a life size game of checkers (stalemate the first game, I won the second), and then we went driving around for awhile and finally ended up at a golf course, where we went and looked at the stars. It was a good date, we get along well, have a lot in common and have fun together.

But...

I have discovered that dating is just not appealing to me whatsoever right now. It has nothing to do with C, I'm just not ready. I feel like my ex still has so much of me and I'm not ready to let another person in or risk getting hurt again.

I'm not sure how I'm going to tell C this, because he really is a great guy and I don't want to be the one to cause another person pain, but I simply cannot do the whole dating thing right now.

More updates to come...